2005-10-05T06:57:00.000-07:00

Only You

I scream for only you
All the days of my life as you enfold me into like no else
A car wrecks a perfect scene
With you beside me as I kneel as I kneel

Into a secret place I will run
Where my heart can be free
In these gates I found out

I'm now
Fallin into these gates of ever-doubt
Found out
What my life on Earth is all about
Explains
Why I never seem to face the past
Made to last made to last
In a wonderland

Standing back through all this time
When I had not much else, in a life I threw
Only You were my strength and my tower
Kill my heart with your everlasting words

Here I stand in awe of you

Through Mistakes And Bullets

Matchsticks burn without a light
Contradicts your every sight
As I lived with envy
Curse these sights I've been living all in a lie

As I get better at my lying
Are they there or are they dying
They said you caught up with sanity
What's the point if it's all been said and done

Is this the last time I
Decide to say I'm fine
Or end up victim of reality

So tell me if it's not worth shooting for
Must I always be with my gun begging for more
As we wait in serenity
All the times we shared all the times we cared
Through mistakes and bullets we will find some peace

Sat back and watched you steer
Said a prayer and pulled the trigger
With your eyes all glued onto me
As you're trapped inside there's nothing much to be done

Stand behind the lines
Away from Valentines
Right in front within my sight, a bloody rose that starts to cry
At the time I start to fall
Right about after your call
Shots that fired spoils the night, yesterday just wasn't right

The Bullet Closest To My Heart

As I lean against the light
Having you right at my side
And a knife behind your back so
What are you waiting for

When you're petrified
Counting sleepless dreams tonight
And as I'm tucked beneath my sheets
What are you waiting for

We paint a simple red
On these walls that keep me in
With a trigger as my friend
As I come undone within

This wall in me can't seem to shake
I feel much more awake
To break your neck tonight
Hold her and scurry away
This wall in me can't seem to shake
I feel much more awake
To break your neck this time
To bring them smiles just for the day

Pin me down
Hold her close to my heart
Pin me down
Hold her close to my heart

Emotions caught me weak
As we learn just not to speak
To the rest that never heard
What are you waiting for

As a shot ran past my heart
I thought I was dead but I lived
Bury me as a work of art
Tell me what are you waiting for

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